"And they said: what did you do, Amadeo? And I said,
ay, boys, what would you have done in my place? I got out on the dance floor and started to dance. And did you learn to dance on the spot, Amadeo? they said. Well, the truth is, I did, it was as if the music had been waiting for me all my life, waiting twenty-six years, like Penelope waiting for Ulysses, yes? and suddenly all the obstacles and all my qualms were a thing of the past and I was moving and smiling and watching Cesarea, what a pretty woman, and the way she danced! you could tell it was something she did all the time, if you closed your eyes out there on the floor you could imagine her dancing at home, or on her way out of work, or as she made herself a
cafecito de olla, or as she read, but I didn't close my eyes, boys, I looked at Cesarea with my eyes wide open and I smiled at her and she was looking at me and smiling too, the two of us as happy as can be, so happy that for a moment I thought of giving her a kiss, but in the end I didn't dare, since things were good between us the way they were, after all, and I never had a one-track mind."
from
The Savage Detectives, by Roberto Bolano.
i'm off to arizona tomorrow with the fam. the most important part of this vacay to me: the pool in phoenix. + my bikini.
- rosemary