drastic!

today, on my way to yoga, sleepy, in the grey drizzle, from the front field or whatever in front of university college is called, i had to stop in my tracks, and i was late already, i know it's sounding bad already: i saw the CN tower and i thought "oh it looks pretty." 

i need my head checked. i am supposed to be a toronto-hating-ottawa-native who only came here to study and be miserable and whose heart belongs up the gatineau on a lake or on an icy pitch. 

(maybe i like this place, it's so unexpected. there's a term in french "se poser" and i feel like i want to pose myself here for a bit). 

- Olivia